Luke 11:3 – Give us each day our daily bread. (NIV)
I like bread. I like it a lot. Whether it's the bread that I toast in the morning, the sandwich that I eat for lunch, or the roll that I may have with dinner, my conclusion is the same: Bread rules! When I was growing as a teenager, I could sometimes eat half a loaf at night with butter and jam. I don't know how my folks afforded it, but there was always bread in the pantry for all of us hungry Stuart kids.
In Scotland, there is something called a plain loaf, which is a doughy loaf of sliced white bread. At each end of the loaf is a thick slice which is called either the "heel" or the "outsider". In our house, getting the outsider was an extra helping, so we took turns to receive it. Whenever it was toasted, covered in butter, and put on a plate, I felt as though I were feasting like a king. As I am writing this, I can still experience crunching through the dark crust and tasting the texture of the bread. As a poor kid, from a large family, living in a deprived area, white bread was my staple diet. Eating the thick, crunchy heel was a wonderful blessing that meant a lot to me.
When the disciples ask Jesus to teach them how to pray, He instructs them to ask God to give them their daily bread before they ask Him to forgive their sins. He wants them to rely upon God to sustain them first and then forgive them second. It's not that forgiveness is less important than meeting their needs; it's just that Jesus wants them to be grateful first and then seek God's mercy.
Sometimes, I need to remember that lesson. Frequently, I feel guilty about my mistakes, so that when I talk to God in prayer, I reel off a list of sins in order to seek His mercy first. I forget to be grateful and thank God for His daily goodness; instead, I focus on being forgiven, in order to make me feel good. Perhaps if I changed my prayers to concentrate on thanking God first, then I would not dwell upon how much I disappointed Him again.
Prayer: Lord Jesus, thank You for teaching us how to pray and for drawing our attention to God's daily blessings and the needs that He provides for. Keep us from being self-centred or ungrateful. In Your holy name, we humbly pray. Amen.